Settling in

So I have been back in the states for quite some time now. Moods, emotions, thoughts, and beliefs have been everywhere in good and bad ways. When pondering what my return would be like I considered what they call Re- culture shock. Aahh I’ll be fine. I left a wonderful environment with loving friends and family, how hard can going back be? Well, those of you who know me probably can pick up on the fact that the devil knows he can aggravate me the most within my own head. I struggled with just about everything. Not to make this return sound horrible, but I struggled and I still am struggling. I am seeking the Lord for a big breakthrough of a Holy Spirit anointing. The inner joy of my salvation has been a bit clouded. The Lord will continue to show himself faithful and I am grateful to all of you who were just incessantly welcoming of my return. Thank You.